Addicted!!!

My name is Whitney and I have a problem...

I'm addicted to anti-nausea medication.

There I said it! Whew! I feel a lot better now. I am now 12 weeks pregnant and I'm feeling good. I'm just so nervous to go off my medication. I just don't want to go back to where I was... Oh it was horrible! Ive been talking to my mom and she says to start weening myself off my medication. I JUST CANT DO IT!!! She just laughs and says you better start or you will be out and just have to quit cold turkey. Im down to my last Phenergan and I have about 12 Zofrans left. I went to the mall with my mom today when Suddenly I realized... I didnt have a Zofran in my purse and I would be gone all day and wouldnt be able to take it at 6 when my 8 hours were up from my last one. I turned to my mom and frantically asked if there was anyway we could go back to my house on the way to her house and pick another one up. This is when I realized...Oh what a harsh realization, I have completely lost it. I know I dont need to be on these all the time. I can easily take them if I start feeling bad. Then I will know for sure I still need them. So begins the weening process. Physically I know I can do this. Mentally, Im not so sure about.Okay I shouldnt say that. I can. I think. Im sure you are all reading this thinking or maybe even saying out loud " Oh Wow, she really has lost it." Or maybe you are just laughing really hard because I am right now.

This is ridiculous. Im a crazy person.

Dont even start...

Zach: are you trying to stick out your belly or is it poking out that much now?

Whitney:(Throws Zach the meanest face she can think of)
in her mind:is throwing Daggers his way, followed by Fire arrows, and then kicks him in the leg and runs away
vocally:Dont even start with me Mr. Vance, dont even start.

Shout out!!!

So I have this cousin Jami and she rocks. I was over at her house today just looking at how cute it is. Jami is a talented human being. She is so creative and makes the cutest things and she is one of the funniest people on the planet. Well, Jami also owns a flower business called Pocket full of Posies. You know the creative thing I was talking about, well She makes the most gorgeous floral arrangements, silk and fresh. So my dear blogging friends, Spread the word. She needs our help getting the business up and running. If you have any questions I have a link on my blog. You can see pictures and get more information.

Its all about me and why shouldnt it be?

I am. . .Pregnant and not as miserable.
I think. . . Im pretty funny.
I know. . . Im going to sleep good tonight. Thank you Phenergen.
I want. . . my zits to go away. I dont think this pregnancy thing is very fair.
I have. . . the most wonderful families in the world!!!
I wish. . . I were better at staying in touch with people.
I hate. . . when Zach laughs at me when I get mad because I end up laughing too.
I miss. . . Zach. We are on different schedules and we never see each other anymore.
I fear. . . heights,cochroaches,snakes, anything reptile I guess.
I feel. . . lots of different things right now. The hormones are kicking in.
I love. . . Zach,sweets and chips and salsa
I hear. . . music and the T.V.
I smell. . . Petes fish and chips.
I search. . . for answers and strength.
I wonder. . . what my baby is.
I regret . . not taking a dance class this semester.
I care. . . how I treat people.
I always. . . get ready through the same routine. Its all about time management.
I am not. . .afraid to be myself.
I believe. . . in God.
I dance. . . anywhere and everywhere and at Jeannes.
I sing. . . all the time and I really dont hold back. I sing loud!
I don't always. . .pay attention when people are talking to me.
I write. . .with my right hand.
I win. . . at paper, rock, scissors( well most of the time, Zach sometimes has good days.)
I lose. . . at Guitar hero. I know you dont really compete but I am not good. And one time my little sister and I tried to have a competition on easy and I SO lost.
I never. . . am on time.
I listen. . . to all sorts of types of music. Hip hop anyone?
I can usually be found. . . at home or school.
I read. . . uh...
I am happy about. . . becoming a mommy.

I tag... Jami, Brittany, Alissa, Christina and Mom Deering

Its Opposite Day!!

*** Keep in mind its oppposite day throughout this whole post***
DO NOT FORGET-- OPPOSITE DAY!!!and its only opposite day because If I write what really happened it might not continue.

I have had some really hard 5 days. Everything seems so be going so bad. Ive been throwing up and bed ridden it seems. I havent been able to get anything done. I didnt get to stay the whole time at school on Thursday because I was so sick. Friday was even worse. I felt like I had no energy. Saturday rolls around and all I want to do is clean my house because its been forever it seems and I DIDNT GET TO. I didnt get to do laundry or sweep and mop my floor and I didnt get to clean the bathroom. I just layed there feeling disgusting. With a clean house I always feel so good and I DIDNT get to feel that. It smells like death in my house as opposed to clean. BOO! Sunday I didnt get to go to church and take the sacrament and feel the spirit. I didnt teach my primary class. I didnt get to go to relief society because all my primary kids are in young mens and Young Womens the last hour. I didnt get to spend time with my family. And today, I didnt get a bunch of homework done and go to school and actually be able to concentrate. I sure hope this doesnt last very much longer. I dont think I can stand it.

Im glad I got that off my chest.

Were having a baby and its a .... BOY?

Ha ha Just kidding. We dont know what it is. I had my first doctors appointment today. We got to see our baby and I was in complete awe the whole time. It was so fun seeing the thing that is making me so miserable.Zach was a little worried going into the appointment. I told him there was a chance the doctor would perform an exam and he had to stay in the room. While waiting for an available room, Zach had an encounter with the "China" Light. He was totally grossed out at the point. I laughed. I am 10 weeks along and my mom has calculated that Im due April 9th. Which is way earlier than I thought. Zach is convinced its a boy. His exact words were " hey our baby has 3 legs." Here is our sonogram.

To tick or not to tick?

So I go in on Thursday for my first doctors appointment. You know how people have those baby tickers on their blogs? well I cant make up my mind if I should have one. I mean to see such a big number flashing at me everytime I check my blog, Im just not so sure its very motivating. So blog friends, Im turning it over to you. To baby tick or not to baby tick? Let me know what you think.